The deep unconscious fear of many is that they are the home of darkness, unforgivable flaw (sin), and evil. They despair that if anyone could see the truth about them they would be repelled, recoiling as if from a poisonous snake. They secretly believe that if what they fear is true about themselves were revealed directly to them, they would be struck with horror so intense that they would rush to death by their own hand, living on after having this confirmed being impossible.
These are fears, despairs and beliefs so firmly fixed in the hidden part of the mind – specifically, the collective unconscious – that it may seem difficult for you to be helped to understand that they are based on nothing. That each person makes mistakes is obvious, some of them hurtful. That each has sought in strange ways salvation from what they believe to be their sins; has been deceived, deceiving and afraid of foolish fantasies and savage dreams; and has bowed down to idols made of dust: all this is true of yourself and others according to what you now believe.
Today we question this, not from the point of view of what you think, believe and fear, but from a very different Reference Point, from which all idle thoughts are meaningless. Such thoughts are not in accordance with the Divine’s Will. The Divine does not share with you your strange fears and beliefs. This is enough to prove that they are wrong, but you do not yet understand that this is so.
You will be overjoyed once you are convinced of the assurance that all the hurt that you think you did was never done, that all your mistakes are nothing, that you are as pure and holy as you were created, and that Light and Joy and Peace abide in you. Your distorted image of yourself cannot withstand the Will of the Divine. You believe that the Divine’s Will and Judgment mean your death, but they mean Life. You fear that their Presence means you are destroyed, but you discover that It means you are awakened.
The self you made, which this Course has called the ego, is not the Child of the Divine. Therefore this self does not exist at all in Reality. And anything it seems to do and think means nothing. It is neither bad nor good. It is unreal, and nothing more than that. Your true Self does not do battle with your ego. And your ego cannot hurt your true Self, or attack Its Peace. The ego has not changed creation, or reduced eternal Innocence to guilt, or Love to hate. What power can this self you made possess, when it would contradict the Will of the Divine?
Your Innocence is guaranteed by the Divine. Because this is true it must be repeated over and over until it is accepted. Your Innocence is guaranteed by the Divine. Nothing can touch or change what the Divine created as eternal. The self you made, however it may be perceived by you or others, is meaningless. Your Innocence is guaranteed by the Divine, and Light and Joy and Peace abide in you eternally.
Awakening requires the acceptance of only one Thought: you are as the Divine created you, not what you have made of yourself. Whatever hurt you may think you have caused or suffered, you are as the Divine created you. Whatever mistakes you have made, the Truth about you is unchanged. Creation is eternal and unalterable. Your Innocence is guaranteed by the Divine. You are and will forever be exactly as you were created. Light and Joy and Peace abide in you because the Divine put them there.
In our longer exercise periods today, which would be most profitable if done for the first five minutes of every waking hour, we will begin by stating the Truth about your holy Self, and your creation by the Divine:
“Light and Joy and Peace abide in me. My Innocence is guaranteed by the Divine.”
Then put away all foolish self-images, and spend the rest of the practice period in trying to experience what the Divine has given you, in place of what you have decreed for yourself.
You are either what the Divine created or what you made. One Self is true; the other self is not there. Try to experience the Unity of your one Self. Try to appreciate Its Holiness and the Love from which It was created. Try not to interfere with the holy Self that the Divine created as you by hiding Its Majesty behind the tiny idols of meaninglessness and hurt and fear you have made to replace It. Let It come into Its Own. Your real Self is here, and It is you. And Light and Joy and Peace abide in you because this is so.
You may not be willing or even able to use the first five minutes of each hour for these exercises. Try, however, to do so when you can. If you cannot spend five minutes experiencing the Presence of your real Self, at least remember to repeat these Thoughts each hour:
“Light and Joy and Peace abide in me. My Innocence is guaranteed by the Divine.”
Then try to devote at least a minute or so to closing your eyes and realizing that this is a statement of the Truth about you.
If a situation arises that seems to be disturbing, quickly dispel the illusion of fear by repeating these Thoughts again. Should you be tempted to become angry with someone, tell them silently:
“Light and Joy and Peace abide in you. Your Innocence is guaranteed by the Divine.”
You can do much for the world’s awakening today. You can do much today to bring yourself closer to accepting the part in Atonement that Spirit has assigned to you. And you can do much today to bring the conviction to your mind that the idea for the day is true indeed.