The Light that your resentment, grievances, grudges and taking of offense conceal becomes imperceptible to you and to your sisters and brothers. Because your resentment, grievances, grudges and feelings of being offended hide the Light of the world in you, everyone experiences the darkness you are experiencing. But as the veil of your resentment, grievances, grudges and taking of offense is lifted, you are released with your sisters and brothers. Share your release now with them who stood beside you when you experienced the nightmare of separation. They are your sisters and brothers in the Light of the world that releases you both.
Today let us make another real attempt to reach the Light in you. Before we undertake this in our extended practice period, let us devote several minutes in thinking about what we are trying to do. We are literally attempting to get in touch with the awakening of the world. We are trying to see beyond the veil of darkness that keeps it concealed. We are trying to let the veil be lifted and see the tears of the Children of the Divine disappear in the sunlight.
Let us begin our longer practice period today with the full realization of all this, and with real determination to reach what is dearer to us than all else. Awakening is our only real need. There is no other purpose here, and no other function to fulfill. Learning awakening through forgiveness and healing is our only goal. Let us fulfill our function today by finding the Light in us and holding It up for everyone who searches with us to behold and rejoice.
Very quietly now, with your eyes closed, try to let go of all the content that generally occupies your consciousness. Think of your mind as a vast sphere, surrounded by a layer of heavy dark clouds. You can perceive only the clouds when you seem to be standing outside the sphere, and quite apart from it. From where you stand you can conceive no reason to believe that there is a brilliant light hidden by the clouds. The clouds seem to be the only reality. They seem to be all there is to perceive. Therefore you do not attempt to go through them and beyond them, which is the only way in which you would be really convinced of their lack of substance. We will make this attempt today.
After you have thought about the importance of what you are trying to do for yourself and for the world, try to settle inwardly in perfect Stillness, remembering only how much you want to reach the Light in you today, now. Determine to go past the clouds. Reach out and touch them in your mind. Brush them aside with your hand. Feel them resting on your cheeks and forehead and eyelids as you go through them. Go on. Clouds cannot stop you.
If you are doing the exercise properly, you will begin to feel a sense of being lifted up and carried ahead. Your little effort and small determination call on the Power of the Universe to help you, and the Divine Itself will raise you from darkness into Light. You are in accord with Divine Will. You can only succeed because your will is One.
Have confidence in your Creator today, and be certain that your call has been heard and answered. You may not recognize the Divine’s Answer yet, but you can indeed be sure that It is given you, and you will yet receive It. Try to hold this confidence in your mind as you attempt to go through the clouds to the Light. Try to remember that you are at last joining your will to the Divine’s. Try to keep the thought clearly in mind that what you undertake with the Divine and Its Holy Spirit must succeed. Then let the Power of the Divine work in you and through you, that Its Will and yours be done.
In the shorter practice periods, which you will want to do as often as possible in view of the importance of today’s idea to you and your happiness, remind yourself that your resentment, grievances, grudges and taking of offense are hiding the Light of the world from your awareness. Remind yourself also that you are not searching alone for the Light, and that you do know where to find It. Say, then:
“My resentment, grievances, grudges and feelings of being offended hide the Light of the world in me. What I have hidden is imperceptible to me. Yet I want to let It be revealed to me for my awakening and the awakening of the world.”
Also, be sure to tell yourself, if you are tempted to hold anything against anyone today:
“If I hold onto this grudge, grievance, resentment or feeling of being offended, the Light of the world will be hidden from me.”