What Is the Ego? (Lessons 331-340)
The ego is a delusional frame of mind, a belief in something that has no being, the sign of a limited and separated self, born in a body, doomed to suffer and to end its life in death. It is a false wish that would replace the true will, and that looks upon the Will of the Divine as enemy, and takes a form in which It is denied. The ego is the “proof” that Strength is weak and Love is fearful, Life is really death, and what opposes the Divine alone is real.
The ego is the projection of the mind that has split and thus temporarily become insane, and so the ego is also insane. In fear it stands beyond the Everywhere, apart from All, in separation from the Infinite. In its insanity it thinks it has become a victor over the Divine Itself, and in its terrible autonomy it believes the Will of the Divine has been destroyed. It dreams of punishment, and trembles at the figures in its dreams: its enemies who seek to destroy it before it can ensure its safety by attacking them.
The Children of the Divine eternally are, without ego. What can they know of madness and the death of the Divine, when they abide in their Creator? What can they know of sorrow and of suffering, when they live in eternal Joy? What can they know of flaw and separation and guilt, of fear and punishment, of hatred and attack, when all there is surrounding them is everlasting Peace, forever conflict-free and undisturbed, in deepest Silence and Tranquility?
To know Reality is not to identify with the ego and its thoughts, its works, its acts, its laws and its beliefs, its dreams, its hopes, its plans for its “salvation,” and the cost belief in it entails. The price for faith in it is so immense that, in the tragedy of the ego’s nightmare, the suffering of the Children of the Divine is offered daily at its darkened shrine, and “blood” must flow upon the sacrificial stone where its sickly followers prepare for death.
Yet will one flower of forgiveness change the darkness into Light, the nightmare into happy dreams, and the shrine to illusions to the Altar of Life Itself. And Peace will be restored forever to the holy minds that the Divine created as Its Children, Its Dwelling Place, Its Joy, Its Love, completely Its, completely One with It.
What is the ego?
Lesson 331
In truth there is only Harmony, for the Divine’s Will is mine.
How senseless, Creator, that Your Children could believe they could cause their holy Self to suffer! Could they make a plan for their damnation, and be left without a certain Way to their Release?
You love us, Creator. You could never leave us desolate, to perish within a dream of pain and cruelty. How but in utmost delusion and confusion could I think that Love has left Itself?
The Will of Love is the only will there is. Fear is a dream of darkness, and has no power that can conflict with Your Will for us. Conflict is sleep, and Peace awakening. Death is illusion, and Life is eternal Truth. There is no opposition to Your Will. In truth there is only Harmony, for Your Will is ours.
Forgiveness shows us that the Divine’s Will is One, and that we share It. Let us behold the holy sights forgiveness shows today, that we may find the Peace of the Divine. Amen.